Here we go! AGAIN...

Oh yeah baby, monday again.. Boo, pre-monday blues already despite not working much last week. I am pretty down whenever I think about my work. I feel that I am not contributing to the company, the society. But on the other hand, my mind is in total blank lately. I am just waiting for time to pass every day, I don't wanna do anything. I woke up on Sat with a feeling that my symptoms are all gone but to my disappointment, I am still feeling sick. My sis asked if it's really tough... YES! I told her. I salute to all mums and feel like singing ma ma zhen wei da every single day.

Everyone who went through this said "hang on, it will be all worthwhile!" but whenever I see spoilt brats, I really pity the poor mum who went through this. Some woman said they had it easy, some said they are good after first trimester. But the truth is it's a tough journey no matter how I see it! EVERY SINGLE DAY. To those husbands out there -whenever your wife said it's okay, not so tough, it will be worthwhile, it just meant that they (your wives) are strong enough to smile and said it's okay. Frankly it's not okay if you asked me. I am not being whiney here, I am appreciating because I am going through this. I am thankful I am feeling very positive throughout the journey! Nevertheless, I will probably nag at my kids about this and tell them to appreciate their mum and dad because it's an amazing yet tough journey to have you. If they rebutted saying I deserved it because I choose to bring them to earth, I probably give them a tight slap! haha.

The dads are also very wei da because they stood by their wives. I cannot imagine life without my hubby who is so doting. He is on standby to do this and that for me, satisfy my cravings, do household chores and handle mine, my family and his little things in life. Now even open my mails, it's his dai ji. Other than he can't eat, work, bath, shit and pee on my behalf, he does everything for me. Thank you darling! I love you every single day despite there are just little moments you got on my nerves and I feel like killing you.  But that's just barely 0.00001% of the time and the remaining time, I am grateful to have you!