Monday, January 23, 2012

Happy bday to me!

As usual, my mood was as random! I voiced out my concern to my husband and asked if we can restart! Anyway, I feel like I am acting in my own drama, started and ended the whole show without him contributing to his share of act.

It's over and how glad I am!

Except that I fell sick on Friday, the day I took my leave *SOB* so nothing was done except catching up on all my TV shows and sleep...! and of course thrashing out the differences with my husband.

And come Sat, he gave me my birthday present in the morning, a day before my actual bday to cheer me up. I thought of the gifts but this did caught me in surprise! :)

Canon S100!

I always wanted a better camera to bring out the photography interest in me.


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I was typing the above when I gotten news of my grandma being admitted to A&E. The first thing that comes to my mind is "okay, I am on my way there, NOW!". and sure we did immediately despite we just reached home not too long and have not even bathed. I am secretly glad to have a supportive hubby who always do the correct thing at the correct critical time. Thanks baby.

We headed to KPTH and my mind was pretty much blank. Saw my cousin and we went straight to A&E. Saw my mum and the first thing she said was, "ah mah already in coma and cannot recognise pple". And ah mah was transferred to intensive care ward (from A&E and this means it has been quite a while before the news reached us). My aunt, who had been very close to my grandma was already in hysterical stage. The doctor said she had an internal bleeding in her stomach and required immediate surgery. They had informed a NUH doctor to come over for the surgery. An hour later, they let us see our grandma from a glass door away in the intensive care ward, with two person allowed to go in and see her. Ah mah still conscious and asking if she can be transferred to Mount Alvernia instead (she had her previous knee surgery there and had faith in the doctors in Mt A). We never thought that's the last time we saw her.

About 1pm, the doctor said must do surgery immediately. They wanted to use insertion method to mend the ruptured blood vessel but that's too time-consuming. Another 10 min, the doc came out to give some updates that there might not be enough blood pack in the blood bank (my grandma is O+) but even if we can donate, the tests are too time-consuming. Dunno what's the purpose of this update, except to make us all kanchiong!

At 1:27, they came out with a nonchalant face and said "she passed away" in a soft voice, we all went "HUH?" loudly and he repeated "she passed away already". I couldn't much forget how emotionless to the extent of too not-serious attitude the doctor is.

We went to see her body after they cleaned it up plus wait for my aunt to cool down. That took 2 hours I think? She looked like she is sleeping. And it's so strange, someone whom u know, lying there without any soul, gone just like that.

So we waited again, for them to inform the doctor and send to SGH mortuary to certify her dead. Super typical Singaporean scared of death attitude. The doctor wanted someone independent to sign on the death certificate. -_-'''

We waited til 4 plus for the police who asked us to wait til 8am for the Investigating Officer at SGH. The senior members all worried that she will be placed in "Fridge" or they will cut open her body for autopsy! Sigh.

anyway.... my ah mah, we really missed you lots. It's such a sudden unexpected move of yours. We love you. always do.

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