Afterlife..

My sis and I often wonder about afterlife... not just afterlife, it's just moments before your life..
This thought is intense whenever I thought of my deceased sister. Where is she now? How did she feel when she were about to take her last few breaths?

I often feel that people around me are all robot, only I am real. my own conscious.

What happen at that point when you were about to shut down? It's like you sleep and you never wake up, what's that feeling?

If ever there is afterlife, it means that you sleep and you woke up with a new identity. You will never remember your old life, old family members, your experiences or memories. Everything is restarted and how does that feels!

There were stories of the near death experience and stuff but it's not your own experience! so how does it feel when you experience it?

I feel that I might be "Incepted" soon.