Boring

I am struggling in life.. just like I am struggling to keep my blog interesting... just like I am struggling to keep myself hyped!

I know my life should be very exciting now. renovations, weddings, new job challenges.
But I am overwhelmed with the simplest thing in life! Simple things like picking out clothes to wear every morning, waking up every morning, even choosing what to eat is a struggle! I wanna do alot of things but in the end, I accomplished none. It's a very depressing period but in fact, I have nothing to depress over.

I keep falling sick and tired which intensify the struggling process. Then I keep focussing on the wrong thing... :( like I want renovations to start now but it was hit with some delays. I have problem with time management and keep rushing! Suddenly exercising is a hassle and I just feel like bingeing!

I am sure it's the period of the month that is making me badly emotional. Just on Sat, I felt the need to visit my sis at the temple to buy her some snacks, something I used to do daily. I quickly left the temple because any chat with anyone at the temple, I would have burst out in tears. On my way home, I badly missed her that I cried along the walk back home.

Give me life, baby.