oh well

Happy hours are short-lived. Here I am, sulking in my worst mood ever for the last few months.

VERY PEK CHEY! The stupid renovation is driving me crazy - we haven't even started!

Stupid BF. I just realised he always dumped me with the sales person EVERYTIME we go shopping for stuff - mattress, bedframe, sofa and even ID shopping. Then when things don't move, he blame me..

Yes, my fault. this indecisive bitch. I am looking for the best value-for-money deals while he just wanna hit-and-run. Just take this instance that we paid $1.5K for the designing fee. Yes, it's my fault that things don't move. But don't the ID firm need to take some responsibility? The first design is KNS, the 2nd design is somewhat missing. It didn't impress me, in fact, it didn't impress pple when I showed them this. THEN WHY ARE WE PAYING $1.5K?? It's not like we are filthy rich or what that we can just throw $1.5K down the drain and say "oh well, it's okay that nothing comes out. Let's try again."

So now, we have seen the ridiculous quotation that they proposed. I just want to get my $1.5K worth of goods/services and go. The best time is to do it before we sign with another contractor. Commonsense isn't it? Once you signed with another contractor, you are not the ID's prospective customer. Why do they wanna bother with you?

Then we went to visit the works of the contractor introduced by a sales person we met. He is quite nice. The quote is manageable. The work is decent, at least I didn't find defects. Just that his work is... contractor loh.. It's not those "wow, ID-ed" kind. but simple and decent I guess. Still thinking if we should work with him. But my bf is desperate now, he will just take anything.
I don't see eye-to-eye with my prospective husband. I don't know what he is thinking about because he don't talk to me. I can go sulk all I want and he will just leave me in that closet. Oh well. my life sucks max at this point in time.

ROAR!!