It must be devastating. And it seems like a never-ending battle. When you thought it has ended, the next troop of army came attacking.

Then you started to blame yourself, why don't you be more vigilant, why postponed the doctor's visit... why did we take a lax attitude over the last few months...

Then you start to frantically google the net for solutions, information and support groups...

That's human...

Girl, let's be strong to cross the hurdle for another time. it should be a smaller obstacle than what we went through few months ago.

And like what ah jo say, "hope for the best, prepare for the worst".

P.s. by far, this website is the most comprehensive.