Shhhhhh

Now is 1plus am and my baby has been sleeping since 12:25am. 

Perhaps too early to conclude since our war usually end at 3am. But for now, I am already so touched until i wanna cry or open my window and shout. 

For one, I took my sis-in-law's advice and tried replacing myself with a bolster. It helps to keep her asleep longer without sleeping on me.

And my temper has been nasty at times when I couldn't take it anymore. I thank my hubby for being so understanding. I bet he wanna kill me deep inside his heart! But today I braced myself, put a mask to hydrate my super dry face, took a deep breath, keep calm, be consistent. I sent him to go play mahjong so that we can concentrate on sleeping. it works. 

Actually I sucks big time in doing routine stuff. But for baby we have to. Let's try again tomorrow.