Still upset! Lesson learnt again!

I still upset by what my husband said to me last night: "then we buy the house for what". With his always black faced as usual.

Haven't cried for so long since my pregnancy. Seriously fml.

I am like wtf. Hello, Sunday to thurs I never go home??? Some weekends and PH I never stay at home? I also tried to shift my cravings so that I don't always come back to yishun.

What's wrong with me wanting to stay in my parent's house? Afterall I have stayed here for the last 28 years!! Somemore now I preggy and there is really nothing to eat in Punggol, yishun had all my comfort food and homecooked food much more nutritional than outside food plus so much accessible. yishun has nana too.

I already asked him to go home if he don't feel well here with his allergy but he insist staying with me. so fine, we bought a new mattress and bed so that he can have a better rest. And isnt it good that he can sleep til at least ten am in the morning on sunday not worrying what his wife wanna eat?!? On normal days he gotta wake up at 8 with me and find something for me to eat.. And he still say this! I am so übber sad. Maybe I didn't stand in his shoes to think but I don't think he stand in my shoes when he made that statement.

Well. A preggy lady is not the biggest, a black faced hubby is! We have further talked and my hubby clarified that what he meant is that I can be in Yishun but every night we should go home, that's his definition of his "home". See, that's the problem if you give a 1-line statement and there can be 1001 ways of interpreting it. If he had explained it this way, with more words, I won't be so upset. I really love it when he talk to me. But sometimes because he gave one-liner judgement statement, I tend to interpret it in a negative way (human nature) and react negatively. So communication! Still the most impt thing in the relationship :)