Just finished my gown fitting! Finally choose my gown, evening gown, outdoor gown and a short dress for outdoor shoot.
It was a tough decision and even tougher given my indecisiveness. took like 4 hours! Sweat.
And it wasn't the best choice. Its just best among the choices. Pretty upset actually, especially when I came to know that I need to pay if I regret my choices. Sigh.
I guess all brides will eventually give up and choose one among the choices. There is just too much decision to make!
A good note was my one week dieting plans paid off a little! I felt a little confidence. But at the same time, I know I need to cut more! Sigh. Another one mth of hardwork to begin!
Update: actually I am really very upset. I think the gowns, ESP the evening gown is not what I wanted. I dunno what I want but I definitely know what I don't want. And there were some moments that I felt pressurize to choose the items because I spent too much time there and I dun wanna waste everyone's time.
As I think abt it, I am really worried that the photos will turn out like shit.
It sucks to be someone who dunno what u want and yet whined abt the choices. I really wanna tell myself just forget it. Enjoy the shoot and forget abt the photos. But deep down my heart I just CANNOT DO IT! sighhhhhhhh how to look good when you don't even feel good abt it! Plus the more I interact with them, the more I feel that they don't know what I want. It's like the more we drive, the more we are moving in different direction. That sucks even more!
Really shouldn't have expectations! Oh man!
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