Dear sister,
It's cny eve again. Memories of you occupied my mind.
I still remembered last year, you were still very thoughtful despite feeling very sick and had to lie on the bed. U didn't let us worry, u asked us to go eat reunion dinner with ah ma.
It still hurts whenever the conversation with colleagues or friends who asked about why I left the company. I would answer "partly to accompany my sister who was sick." the person will look shocked and reply "hope she is okay now" and I will say "erm she passed away, so no regrets..." but deep down I regret!!! Very deeply. If I know you will leave us so soon, I will accompany you on cny eve, cny and any days I am not at work! It's easy for others to say "don't regret lah, just start to treasure those around u from now on" but no matter what, I will always miss u alots!!
I hope u are spending the new year with veggie. I will only see u when I die. Meantime, I will never forget u!
With lotsa love and regrets,
Er jie
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