KBKB time

There I whine again.

Haiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I AM TIRED!!! mentally, physically, physchologically.

I am losing drive and enthusiasm (in everything). I don't have lots to begin with.

I am losing confidence. everywhere.

And when she exclaimed "wah, you fa fu le!", very hurt even though it's the truth.

I need sleep, lots and lots. 24 hours is not enough, I wonder how others survive!

My boy is not sensitive enough, coupled with my PMS mood, I practically wanna rip him apart.

The stupid and childish hope that someone will push me down the stairs and I land in coma when I wake up, "poof", everything settle by itself.

I really doubt I can continue to survive.

I only have a very simple wish but why is it so hard to fulfil???