MIA-ing

I just know I cannot switch on my PC!

I can't resist the temptation to read blogs. Slept late and wake up early nowadays.

Partly because I wanna spend time with Bubble coz she was taken away. No one to great me when I reach home today. That somebody dare to say she is irritated by my mum. Stupid asshole. Honestly speaking, the feeling is mutual.

Actually today is only my 2nd day back to work but I already feel overwhelmed! Haiz. I am on training but everyone is haunting me. I have to skip lunch yet din get anything work out. I have to leave late despite I am on training. Never mind, at least I get something out. Hope I can complete a million tasks tomorrow. Pray for me.

Got my portfolio and it suddenly struck me that I have been whining for 2 years. AND I AM STILL AROUND WHINING! At least it looks survivable if things remain constant. I am pretty eager to start to get things going. Life is getting better (as at now; But not tomorrow onwards), perhaps mentality changes. The best part is probably getting the letter.

I know it won't be easy for the next 1 month. If I can survive. Bleak.

I wanna blog abit about my Batam trip! But no time. Celebrate with me! My post-p-plate life. Hah. no change, I still dun dare to drive with companion actually. I prefer to drive alone.

But today is actually our monthiversary. But I shouted at that somebody. Because he went to get money but in the end spend it away! At that point, it just give me the impression that he is machiam some gambler who call you saying he won some money and in the end reach home to tell you that he lost it. Must be the tiredness in me. Plus the thought that I had never managed to save even 1x of my salary. Haiz. My dad keep thinking I am very rich. How?

Happy monthiversary lah, dear!

My turn to say "back to work"!