Sandwiched

Suddenly feel like a meat patty in the sandwich. I meant it, very sandwiched and wanna blog about my feelings. This has been always there and the situation escalated recently.

Those who know me will know how I dote on my sis. At the same time, those who know me well will know how much I love my bf. I guess recently some little nitty gritties make the relationship strained. I am not a fool, the mood changes of somebody is very obvious when the other person is around. Especially this somebody dun even talk to me when the other person is around.

I wanna let the two loved ones (if they ever read this) to know that they meant the world to me. I hate to see either of them unhappy. I am really depressed about this. I tried to do something about it but nothing works.

I dunno the exact story and I know things will never be the same. I just hope for my sake, I dun need your mood to change to positive but at least to zero.

I hope the situation will get better soon.