Reflection

Was flipping through my photo and my old blog (which was locked) and many thoughts came across my mind.

I know I am extremely grumpy, totally reflected in the old blog. Hah. Complaints and complaints and complaints. I seldom grin and show my teeth in the pictures, especially so after my braces are on. But I am glad for a change, catch me with my metal teeth nowadays!

I know there was a period when I am slimer, but good things are often short-lived. The fats are back to reside. I dun hope for a model body, just want to be healthy.

I have missed out tons of good things in life and lots of nice people that came across my life. Nope, I din forget about them. But because of my laziness to meet up, I failed to maintain the relationship with alot of my dear friends. I wish to tell them (if they are still reading my blog), I do miss you guys and thanks lots for making my life way better in my path of life. For those who took effort to contact me (especially my four really great babes and two hunky OMK), just wanna tell you I love you guys! *big hug*

Of course, I never forget to thank my dearest. I love him and he was and is and will be there for me. Always beside me, accompanying me, sometimes leading me through the confusion. I read through the posts and he is there for me. But I never took him for granted. I am glad to catch such a fantastic guy. Muacks!

I am so glad that I attended the convo ball. I am really thankful to the table of people for jioing me to buy the tix. For this, I had pulled out the post and put it in this blog.

I still haven't take my graduation photo but I know the innocent and gong gong me won't be there anymore.

I am glad that I managed to strike off several item in my wish list - like getting a nice set of teeth, a nice wardrobe, and a driving licence.

I regretted for not getting a camera in the past. After reading through my posts, the memories are back but only swirling in my head. I have no way to make the pictures come true, especially the nice ones. I am pretty upset about this.

I know how I have changed. I love the more confident me but hate the bitchy me. I am still trying to change.

I am sick of my old way of life. So negative. So boring. So uncreative. So unhappy. So grumpy. I yearn for a change. I hope the next time we meet, there will be a change. somehow. someway.

I reminisced the days where I gotta had pathetic lunches alone. Yes! That's the days where I started working and the money all went to braces. I am amazed by my tolerance. For two months or even more. Sometimes I only had 2 cups of milo, sometimes bread I had prepared in the morning.

I hope by writing these down, I will someday look back at this post, smile to myself and glad that some things are over and some things are achieved.