Frustrated

Just feel so godamn frustrated with everything...

Frustrated with being the last one to reach home...

Frustrated with taxi uncles with bad driving skills...

Frustrated with rushing home to vomit my dinner cum lunch...

Frustrated with continually fat body after all the suffering...

Frustrated with dark eye rings after spending tons of money on eye treatment...

Frustrated with work, clients and everybody...

Maybe I feel like shutting myself up again... in the least appropriate time... Have to continue to fake smile at people.... Have to bear with sarcasm and cold stares... Have to work til late nights... Have to wear ugly specs... Have to worry about deadlines... Can't meet my dearest... Can't use my new camera (can take what picture you tell me), can't play my ds lite, can't sleep enough...

Life really sucks...

And suddenly wish I am well and alive. You know. No more popping pills, no more nasal spray, no more itchy eyes, no more discomfort stomach, no more sneezing, no more blocked nose... most importantly, no more motion sickness and vomitting!

Done with whining... All I can do is pop a drowsy pill which hopefully clear my nausea and back to sleep... Haiz... Wish me luck and cheer me up please!