PISSED!

I am still very angry over what happened just now. What and who gave him the rights to shout at me? If I am not too shocked or too slow to react, I would have tell him, "what do you want me to do? why not I jump down with the cats now?"

Crazy couple. Do that to a poor kitten in front of their daughter. Not trying to sound evil, but how to grow up properly in this kind of family? They can't even provide a good home to their daughter. Blame the cough on others. If you have a strong immune system, will just the cat fur bring you down? Then people staying in worst condition can die already.

I seriously can see things from everybody's point of view. I know my mum is lonely that's why she will bring the cats home. At least she can talk to someone every night. I also find her a poor thing because her daughters and husband find her a nuisance. My entire family have to play part of the responsibility but it's just vicious cycle that we already sunk deeply in.

And I hate my father for hiding in the house just now. He can just come and back us up. He never. He left me to die, with two bastards shouting at me! What kind of father is this?

So what can I dO? Scold my mum? You think I din shout at her for this issue? But the cats are already here what. Blame it on the lack of cat lovers around. If he is so greatly affected by it, he can find a nice home for them! He never! All he do is blame it on us and only us. Why not blame on god? Blame it on his agent for recommending this flat to him?

He better dun let me see him again. I have lots of arguments in my head waiting to explode in his face.

Emotional again. Think I better pop my mood stabiliser pill. Dun even have the mood to attend my grandmum's birthday celebration in a few hours' time.

Depressed mode.