STILL TIRED!

Just as I del a post, I am here to create another post for people to judge me.

Just "why you post such a thing on your blog, how would people judge you" can bring my mood from heaven to hell. Why! WHY MUST WE GET BOTHERED BY EXPECTATIONS OF OTHERS?? CAN'T YOU ALL JUST READ AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!! It's people's blog isn't it?

I dunno why I am so bothered about it.

Suddenly I feel so lost. I need to write this feeling down. I hope one day I can look back and laugh at myself. Or else, look back and pity myself. That's y I am here.

I feel like crying. Depression is back. The dead feeling is back. I feel like hiding to a corner and disappear. FOREVER.

I need something to resurrect me!