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an unforgettable past

2012-02-08T20:01:00.002+08:00

was on okay term with my dad until I was again reminded of a small incident...

my dad freaking abandoned me during a dispute with my PRC neighbour... they were practically shouting at me and I glanced into the house - my dad was hiding in a corner and refused to come out.

I was very very disappointed in him. because he abandoned me to face the nasty neighbours. He wasn't with us during our growing up years, there were some kind of distance. As the distance shortened with our more frequent interaction, this incident left a small cut in my heart. it was just small, but deep...

Inspired!

2012-02-06T23:00:00.001+08:00

The instincts in me is calling.. I wanna try my hands on lotsa things and developed a specialty... :)

A bit upset today coz I didn't prepare Tang Yuan for my baby.. neither did I spent time with my family and nana.

Happy Yuan Xiao festival today!

Breakfast with love

2012-02-02T17:44:00.001+08:00

Thanks baby for making breakfast for me. <3

On contrary I found myself to be a lousy wife because I always woke up later than my husband. I am soooooo glad that I am born in this era, if not I will be outcast! :p

Afterlife..

2012-01-31T18:21:00.002+08:00

My sis and I often wonder about afterlife... not just afterlife, it's just moments before your life..
This thought is intense whenever I thought of my deceased sister. Where is she now? How did she feel when she were about to take her last few breaths?

I often feel that people around me are all robot, only I am real. my own conscious.

What happen at that point when you were about to shut down? It's like you sleep and you never wake up, what's that feeling?

If ever there is afterlife, it means that you sleep and you woke up with a new identity. You will never remember your old life, old family members, your experiences or memories. Everything is restarted and how does that feels!

There were stories of the near death experience and stuff but it's not your own experience! so how does it feel when you experience it?

I feel that I might be "Incepted" soon.

Happy new year

2012-01-23T00:19:00.004+08:00

CNY is my favourite festive period but this year, I don't like it at all.

I have a new identity and is no longer a Ms, but a Mrs. I belong to his new family. Not that I don't like this identity but I guess I am just someone who don't like changes, thus this change is really depressing to me. Especially when my grandma is not around this year, I really dislike this change of identity.

I can no longer spend the CNY evening with my own family. My usual routine is relax in the morning, eat reunion lunch, go home and clean up my room, change my bedsheet, watch the show with my parents and all done before 12am.

This year is different, I am hectic in the morning because I need to bath Nana (because she need to go out and see pple), then go and eat lunch with my own family, eat dinner with my new family. My last min spring cleaning don't work this year. I broken my own tradition of years - I didn't manage to clean up my room or change a new set of bedsheet.

I know I am lucky, i have a doting hubby who didn't assign housechores to me except to clean up a room WHICH I didn't do. But still, I am upset because I just wanna rot my life away with my own family during this festive period and I cannot do that anymore.

I respect his ah mah who passed away, so I definitely wanna go and pay my respect on CNY day 1. But I prefer to do it earlier so that I have more time for my own family. I respect his ah gong, so I wanna go and have dinner with him. He asked if we are so busy because we were late for our reunion dinner. I felt really guilty over it! The reason for us being late is that I prefer to spend time with my own family.

My hubby is really nice because he give me permission to stay with my own family. But I know I cannot. And when his relative told me to come over earlier on CNY Day 1 because I cannot go out and visit other pple (because of my grandma passing away), I know my life don't belong to my family anymore. If I am supposed to be free, and when I am free, I should spend more time with his family.

I guess I just not used to it.

Happy bday to me!

2012-01-23T00:04:00.005+08:00

As usual, my mood was as random! I voiced out my concern to my husband and asked if we can restart! Anyway, I feel like I am acting in my own drama, started and ended the whole show without him contributing to his share of act.

It's over and how glad I am!

Except that I fell sick on Friday, the day I took my leave *SOB* so nothing was done except catching up on all my TV shows and sleep...! and of course thrashing out the differences with my husband.

And come Sat, he gave me my birthday present in the morning, a day before my actual bday to cheer me up. I thought of the gifts but this did caught me in surprise! :)

Canon S100!

I always wanted a better camera to bring out the photography interest in me.

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I was typing the above when I gotten news of my grandma being admitted to A&E. The first thing that comes to my mind is "okay, I am on my way there, NOW!". and sure we did immediately despite we just reached home not too long and have not even bathed. I am secretly glad to have a supportive hubby who always do the correct thing at the correct critical time. Thanks baby.

We headed to KPTH and my mind was pretty much blank. Saw my cousin and we went straight to A&E. Saw my mum and the first thing she said was, "ah mah already in coma and cannot recognise pple". And ah mah was transferred to intensive care ward (from A&E and this means it has been quite a while before the news reached us). My aunt, who had been very close to my grandma was already in hysterical stage. The doctor said she had an internal bleeding in her stomach and required immediate surgery. They had informed a NUH doctor to come over for the surgery. An hour later, they let us see our grandma from a glass door away in the intensive care ward, with two person allowed to go in and see her. Ah mah still conscious and asking if she can be transferred to Mount Alvernia instead (she had her previous knee surgery there and had faith in the doctors in Mt A). We never thought that's the last time we saw her.

About 1pm, the doctor said must do surgery immediately. They wanted to use insertion method to mend the ruptured blood vessel but that's too time-consuming. Another 10 min, the doc came out to give some updates that there might not be enough blood pack in the blood bank (my grandma is O+) but even if we can donate, the tests are too time-consuming. Dunno what's the purpose of this update, except to make us all kanchiong!

At 1:27, they came out with a nonchalant face and said "she passed away" in a soft voice, we all went "HUH?" loudly and he repeated "she passed away already". I couldn't much forget how emotionless to the extent of too not-serious attitude the doctor is.

We went to see her body after they cleaned it up plus wait for my aunt to cool down. That took 2 hours I think? She looked like she is sleeping. And it's so strange, someone whom u know, lying there without any soul, gone just like that.

So we waited again, for them to inform the doctor and send to SGH mortuary to certify her dead. Super typical Singaporean scared of death attitude. The doctor wanted someone independent to sign on the death certificate. -_-'''

We waited til 4 plus for the police who asked us to wait til 8am for the Investigating Officer at SGH. The senior members all worried that she will be placed in "Fridge" or they will cut open her body for autopsy! Sigh.

anyway.... my ah mah, we really missed you lots. It's such a sudden unexpected move of yours. We love you. always do.

A year older a year wiser?

2012-01-05T23:58:00.001+08:00

In 48 hours, I am going to grow a year older. Will I suddenly grow to be wiser?

The thing is I am not wiser, and I am not even happy at all. My husband and I are having cold war. I don't talk to him, so he don't talk to me. We don't talk to each other, all the awkward silence we had together for the last two days. I have absolutely no idea how to round this off, let alone how to spend the day happily together?

After 8+ plus together, I have "trained" him to become a slave, with no emotions. He cannot have any comments, wish or dreams, my wish is his command. I don't wish that to happen but yet I drove him into this.

But the truth is I vomit, I had fever, I sneezed like crazy, he don't give me any words of concern. He asked me where's the keys. I wish for a lil care, so I throw temper to grab his attention. All I gotten was "leave you alone and you will be fine soon". I wish to have breakfasts, lunches and dinners, even suppers with him, but he went to cook spaghetti and instant noodles for himself. I hope to go have coffee or chill out with him or just go somewhere interesting with him but he said "let's go home now". I tried to engage him into a conversation, he only said "orh". I tried to engage him into some intimacy, he said "let's go to sleep, it's late". I hope to get some support/encouragement when I was bearing the pain during facial, i gotten "tsk tsk tsk" instead. So I tried to leave him alone in hope that he will come back to me, but he left without looking back and had me looking for him instead. I tried to learn from experiences. I tried to nurse my own health, my depression and pessimism.

I told myself that I am simple but no I wasn't. Eventually I destroyed everything and made everything so tough. It all spun from the thought to make every day as perfect as possible when only 10% of the time is perfect. I should have count my blessing and appreciate that at least 10% of the time is perfect. But I didn't. I really hope everything can restart. Can that be my birthday wish?

My dear husband, if you are reading this, I know I have really bad temper and I salute to you for taking up this challenge for life. I hope you really understand deep from the bottom of your heart what I wish for you. I really wish that you are happy. I wish to spend time with you happily. I always tried to stand in your shoes but I really cannot fathom your thoughts at all. If you kept everything inside, I cannot use your logic to think. Yes, I appreciate that you are opening up. On contrary, you cannot use such angry tone to me everytime I am unhappy with you, two angry person won't solve the issue?

Must be some flu virus causing all the thoughts.

Anyway. I just wanna tell you: Good luck and all the best to your exam tomorrow!

New year resolution

2012-01-02T22:52:00.001+08:00

After a good long break, time to set goals for the new year! :)

Better health
- Eat better: My indigestion problem coming back because of my over-indulgence. Have to stop all the unhealthy way of eating.
- Exercise more: We just walked our first 17 flights of stairs to healthier life. And the hot yoga studio is having promotions, awesomeness to start signing up and taking hot yoga classes; how I miss the aching body.

Better focus in work
Be more organised! Determine the things to accomplish every day and work towards it.

Better family life
Need to spend more time with my family, like organising family dinner once a month. Including walking Nana more! Better communication with my husband (which require his part). Also planning for a Jan 2013 baby. Have to walk

Better wealth management
Spend wisely. Develop goals.

The most impt of all, be happy! I just hate throwing tempers over small matter but I can't control. Forgotten that I have long given up and should learn to count my blessing instead of getting work up. I will work towards being happier and more positive.

Happy 2011, welcome 2012

2011-12-31T21:54:00.001+08:00

Tired but I must write my thoughts :)

2011 is coming to an end. It has been a year of mixed feeling because I am still upset over the death of my dearest sister, some depression felt towards the end of the year, some form of pre-marriage anxiety, time passed so fast and appeared overwhelming.

But it has been a fruitful year in terms of work and personal goals - I reached another milestone of my life, stop procrastinating by completing my hot yoga lessons, I had my own home, I learnt to count my blessing. Know what, when I was brushing teeth a few days back, I smiled to myself. Because it has been a wish to have hot water faucet in my toilet while I brushed my teeth. Silly as it sounds but it really warmed my heart with hot water in a cold night. My boyfriend, now my husband, actually fulfiled this little wish of mine.

And of course, I thanked my wonderful husband for being tolerant to my all sorts of nonsense. He helped me dealt with all the challenges I faced - big and small. Even household chores or cooking for nana, he done it because he knows I am always tired. And my mum, I am really appreciative of every little thing she done for me - one fine day, she brought me a packet of fishball noodles for my breakfast without me telling her when she came over to visit me plus to bring nana back home. And I love every moment I met up with my older sister, it's been tough to catch up with her on every random thing we talked about - from UFO to Qing dynasty to Arts. I also miss talking to my dad nowadays because I have moved out.

I read the horoscope, next year will be a even better year! I can't wait to start. :) How about you?

梁静茹暖暖 LYRICS

2011-12-23T11:58:00.002+08:00

The cold office is driving me crazy.. this song warms me up a lil.. feel really blissful because some lyrics so apt to myself:

詞：李焯雄　曲：人工衛星

＊都可以　随便的　　你说的　我都愿意去
　小火车　摆动的旋律　（回憶裡滿足的旋律）
　都可以　是真的　　你说的　我都会相信
　因为我　完全信任你

细腻的喜欢　毛毯般的厚重感
晒过太阳　熟悉的安全感
分享的汤　我们俩支汤匙一个碗
左心房　暖暖的好保暖

＃我想说其实你很好　你自己却不知道　（你不知道）
　真心的对我好　不要求回报
　爱一个人希望他过更好
　他从心里暖暖的　你对自己更重要

REPEAT＊

细腻的喜欢　你手掌的厚实感　
什么困难　都觉得有希望
我哼著歌　你自然的就接下一段　
我知道　暖暖就在胸膛

REPEAT＃＃

我想说其实你很好你自己却不知道
从来都很低调自信心不高
爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的你对自己更重要

REPEAT＊

我也希望變更好

Me to you

2011-12-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

I just hoped you can learnt from experiences instead of saying "I am sorry and I won't try to mess with it again".

I had tried to talk to you calmly already but you don't get it at all.

Apple! who care?

2011-12-13T00:16:00.001+08:00

Had always dreaded apple's replacement program!

I am not a careful person and have a really clumsy husband (am sure the majority in the world is the same as me!) so my gadgets always had little dents and bumps.

Plus! I always have problems with my gadgets.

And apple only do replacement, no repairs.

I still remember when my bf dropped his 3G Iphone into the water. I fought and fought and fought.. But I don't think I got a response after that. Back in 2008, Apple/Singtel don't have the $350 policy. It's worse because you have to pay in full $1050 if I rem correctly to get a new set. This price was a special offer from Singtel. -_-'''

My bf had problem with 3GS as well. And yes, Singtel's response was "Sorry we can't replace for you because the water sensor had turned red. You see. Or you can pay $350 to get a refurbished set" I was literally shouting at the Singtel staff because this response really made my blood boils. I don't wanna be so rude but they were basically telling me "Neh neh ni pu pu.. Stupid you! haha. Take this lousy phone back with you. good bye.".

When my Iphone 3GS dropped into the water in Feb 2010, I rushed down to Singtel and had to pay a bloodsucker price of $350 to get a refurbished set. That was on top of the $600+ phone price I paid to get 3GS. And of course, they took back my old phone.

I just bought Iphone 4 in Jun 2011. And I was having problem already - overheating, lousy battery life. But I am pretty good with the phone. So I didn't bother to do an exchange. I gotten it from Singtelstore.com.sg, so I couldn't test the phone. And then... soon... there is a dent and I forgotten why. By Dec 2011, I wanna do an exchange because I was in Singtel comcentre to get a new phone. So the Singtel guy shone a torchlight everywhere on my phone. And like a kid who finally found a sweet, he found an excuse to reject my set - "Mdm, you see? This dent is too deep, it hit the glass, so we cannot exchange for you. I can check for you with my boss but I don't think you can get it replaced." and so, he left and come back in 5 mins. "Sorry Mdm, we cannot exchange it for you. Do you want to get a refurbished set at $350?". I was sick back then, I don't wanna argue with him!

I gotten my ipad 2 during the first day of the launch. But overtime, I had problem with the wifi connection. I was bothered by it but I don't have time to head down to Epicentre to send it in for replacement. So I dragged. and one day, suddenly got the dent! Super suay. So I procrastinated again.. In Dec, finally found time to go down. Sent in for diagnosis and the person said will try to ask Apple for approval. 1 week past, the Epicentre person called my husband, "sorry, Apple rejected your replacement application. You can either collect it from us or we can offer you a special price to buy a refurbished set. If not, you can call this number and quote your case number to appeal" < dunno exact words but that's abt the content.

I am like WTF! It's not my problem, you can give me a refurbished set with the same dent! But do something about it. So I finally called in and this Filipino lady picked up. I gave her the case number and she asked for serial number. So I asked her, "is the case number not sufficient? The epicentre guy only gave me case number. They didn't mention that I need to quote my serial number" "Sorry mdm, I need the serial number to verify." "I don't have the serial number, I am at work, I don't have the box, I don't have the Ipad because I already sent in for repair" "No mdm, I need your serial number to verify the case" "Is there anything else I can provide you with? Like the name, address or contact number" "Mdm, it's better that you give me your serial number" "Do you really need the serial number? If yes, can you feedback that you should inform the Epicentre guys to give the customer case number PLUS serial number because they only gave me case number" "Mdm, I need the serial number"
By now, my blood started to boil AGAIN. She don't get my point and I am on the verge of shouting at her. "I will go get the serial number but please tell your guys to tell epicentre to provide customers with Serial number as well".

Called Epicentre. and finally gotten the serial number. Provided the feedback but the woman is probably taking me as a joke.

Called back Apple and I am soooooo glad that a human person is attending to me. I told him my situation "see, my set is wifi only set. I cannot connect to wifi and what do you want me to do?" blah blah blah... And he helped me bring up the case with his superior. They told me wheelock had already assessed it to be a hardware issue (damn!) but don't change for me because of the dent. The dent is not too big so they will help me out. This two wonderful people are Richmond and Marianne. The two most humane people I ever talk to. They understood what I am going through. I feel that this is the core of apple's service. Apple should review their vendor because they never try to get to the root of the problem! Whatever the problem we raised to them, there are only three options - Replace, buy or take it back. I wonder how many customers got cheated of the $350.

Then I tried to find for a link to provide a good compliment letter to this two wonderful people. BUT there is no such link. Sigh. I faced this problem three years back as well.

2011-12-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

was searching for something and chanced upon this:

Super pathetic! Shows how lazy I am actually.. 4 posts a week! actually lesser. I have lotsa things to blog abt! For one, I need to start

Please read this > 30 truths I learnt in 30 years. I love every single things he mentioned because it's so simple to comprehend and that's life isn't it! :)

"27. Enjoy the little things, because one day you may look back and discover they were the big things."
I do I do! I love every lil things I do. I wanted to blog it down but oh well, the lazy bug in me..

"21. You can’t take things too personally. Rarely do people do things because of you. They do things because of them. "
I often take things too personally! I did because I care. But this is so apt! I need to learn.

"1. There comes a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it’s not giving up. It’s realizing you don’t need certain people and things and the drama they bring."
When I read this (obviously the first to be read), I nodded my head furiously. I showed it to my hubby and I told him, one day if I stop talking to you, it means i don't need you anymore. lol.

"2. If a person wants to be a part of your life they will make an obvious effort to do so. Don’t bother reserving a space in your heart for people who do not make an effort to stay."
Often my friend told me that she is not free today tomorrow blah blah blah. I make time for pple I really cherish and no matter when they call me up, I am free for them. Because I make an effort! Of course I also skipped numerous events. It doesn't mean I don't cherish them but it just mean that I prefer to do something else than attending the event. So.. hard cold truth as it is! Then fall back to 21! Don't take it too personally... hahahah...

Sick + Recipe

2011-11-29T22:27:00.001+08:00

Fever and diarrhea come visit me on and off. :(:(:(

Stomach flu according to doc but I am coughing as well???

Anyway. I have poor appetite though I forced myself to eat. Found some recipes for food I am craving:

- Thai Basil Pork/chicken

- Crispy whiting. Must find a sourish sauce/salad to match the crispy whiting! :)

I gotta try this two recipes soon! when I get well!

Growing up growing up I am growing up!

2011-11-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Okay growing up is an understatement.. I am growing old! It's just about experiencing "ageing" this week! It has been a "enlightenment" week and it struck me as part of reality of growing up/old.

When we were young, we talked about everything under the sky. We were true to our emotions, our words, and there were no secret, no jealousy, no doubts from others about what we said, we seek understanding from our friends, teachers and family, we trust people readily. But as we grow, we hide, we smile but deep down inside we cried, we say we don't have secrets but we don't reveal them, we don't really care but we patronise others. We no longer honest or communicate openly. We scare that people read us like a book. We trust no one but ourselves.

There were a lil bit of hard feelings at that point in time, but I am really feeling okay now. I am just lamenting over the fact of life. I just have to learn to deal with it.

Eco-friendly!

2011-11-20T21:36:00.001+08:00

I am into my new hobby to test if my fingers are green! :)

This looks like what we have in our green wall. hahah we really don't know what we have been growing!
we purchased more plants today! :) Here's what we have at the moment!

Our lovely green wall (which are somewhat doing well and not well)

Mini roses who deserve full sunlight! Hope it can grow in the location we thought suitable!

Erica Gracilis (Pink)

We shifted to a rectangular pot instead... :) It works for shady bright area. I hope I can propagate it and move into smaller pots for bathroom. Though I don't think it will work... ahhhh...

Loosestrife and Garden Lettuce seeds

Mint for culinary uses.. It's actually too big to my own liking.. Will try propagating them!

This shrub gave us a christmasy feel! We can't have real big x'mas tree so this would be somewhat good enough? Will give it a month to grow bigger so that we can wrap some miniature presents and place around it... If all fails, we can still run to giant/carrefour to grab a fake tree right? hehe...

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Growing mint!

2011-11-16T23:56:00.001+08:00

Hehehe. I am super random and I am glad to have a hubby who is as random as me!

We are trying to grow mint! And guess what! We can't find the herb in plotted plant so my hubby suggested buying the packed ones and try growing it. Our frequency is really in sync sometimes.

So... Finger crossed! Haha

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Budding chef!

2011-11-14T17:18:00.001+08:00

I cooked! So can u!

Simple home-cooked food to warm my own heart and hopefully my hubby's too!

Recently am addicted to my own cookies!

It wasn't really perfect when it came out of oven! I find them too sweet in fact. But when I ate them (because I couldn't find other tidbits already), I love it! Almost perfect for my own liking! :)

Crispy... And awesomely nice that I can't stop!

Another quick cook! It's pretty easy to whip up something if u have everything in your kitchen:

Just that I hate stocking up food because they expires!

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Project happy feet

2011-11-13T09:36:00.001+08:00

Woke up early for a good cause!

Walked/ran really fast because I don't like kids, balloons, sun and scared of crowds who love to step the back of my slippers!

After the race, we saw 2 pple with 5 havaianas tags and they are wearing SHOES! Very eeks by their behavior. And the organizers didn't say anything abt it either. Really defeated the purpose of having this race!
Ooooow Recently being very spiteful and honest abt it! Shucks!
Claire is so cute but grumpy cos woke up too early! Haha. No luck with kids still!

At the end of this race, milo van! Gosh that was really long ago.

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New blogshop!

2011-11-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

New blogshop in town! Omg please support because I really like the clothes there. It's simple and nice, easy to match..

http://prestiqueloves.blogspot.com/

My top three selection that I really adored~ I am quite broke this week. So can't wait for the next payday to get it! :)

Zaggora Pants~

2011-11-08T07:47:00.000+08:00

On an impulse, I clicked on the "Purchase Voucher" button to get this seemingly awesome pants. Their tagline - "Look good naked" sounds really wow! I wish I do! :)

So I just made the order with the Groupon voucher. One thing for sure - their marketing campaigns are good! If you read through the reviews, many people gave 5 stars before they start wearing it! It's like another iPhone! I do hope it's really good!

I signed up as an ambassador and supposed can help my friends to save 10% if you missed the Groupon deals! But finger crossed first - that 1) the pants reach me in good shape and 2nd keep me in good shape!

Cookies!

2011-11-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

I am so proud of my own cookies that I am thinking of setting up an online shop to take in orders.

Thanks to all my guinea pigs (hubby, friends, colleagues) who are so encouraging and nice!
i am improving from batch to batch! *GRIN*

See the difference/improvement!

2nd attempt, compared to the top (which is my 4th). I made it less sweet, influenced by my mentor who gave me the recipe! and it's easy to make!

It's not chewy but crispy and nice! Heheh... love! I am trying the next one again! I need some to satisfy my own cravings. haha.

Last!

2011-10-25T17:36:00.001+08:00

Last look before it's gone!

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Forgotten cookies recipe - Recipes - BBC Good Food

2011-10-25T14:30:00.000+08:00

Forgotten cookies recipe - Recipes - BBC Good Food

My talented husband

2011-10-15T00:26:00.001+08:00

Suddenly I think my husband is absolutely brilliant. He can express himself in a few words or an action.

Scenario 1
We took the metro train to a stop further than what we intended to go. I wanted to explain to the customer service officer that there might not be sufficient funds, can she check for us. Yet my husband used only 4 Chinese words to replace my entire paragraph. Short and sweet.

Scenario 2
He is waiting to collect medicine. I was 2m away from him. He just charade a action and I immediately can understand that it relates to eating med. I definitely can't do that - I confirm will SMS him to tell him that we are waiting to collect med and payment and blah blah blah.

It makes me wonder if I am overly expressive and trying too hard to be polite or overly naggy or plain dumb. Hah

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Gorgeous view!

2011-10-11T00:00:00.001+08:00

I wish I can take a nice picture of my view.

Recently fall in love with night scene. And I think the night view of my country is really awesome! :)

Good night world!

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Mixed feelings!

2011-09-30T02:55:00.000+08:00

In less than 36 hours, I will be a married woman! Omg.

the feeling is mixed - happy because we are gg taiwan after that hassle, anxiety because some things just don't fall into place, sad because I am such a last min person, alot of things seem to be done yet undone..

And at this unearthly hours, I am still super awake!! WTF.

I am glad I have a bunch of awesome pple around me - my bf, my bffs, my sister, my parents. Yet sad that I am such a lousy planner. The truth is I still resent the fact that we are holding a wedding banquet and this makes my whole life topsy turvy. A lot of pple told me that I should be glad that this is happening. Maybe? but definitely not now.

My stomach bloatedness is coming back. making me still feel super full after 6 hours of food! Argh.

messed up sleeping time!

2011-09-28T03:39:00.000+08:00

Now waiting for time to pass.. did some laundry and the bed cover is dripping water continuously! I can't tumble it dry..

by the time I lined up the laundry, it's already not 3 not 4 kinda timing... OMG. there goes my beauty sleep! So I wanna warn whoever wakes up to be careful when walking to the kitchen.. Dunno whether to sleep or not... gg sompa in less than 12 hours time. Major decision of my life! :)

On lighter note, we finally booked the air-tix and accomodation.. WE ARE GOING TAIWAN!! :) I am really really really really excited about it because it's a place I really like, no language barrier.. And I heard the pple there are really nice folks. It was a great dilemna for me even though my bf is really supportive. I worried very much about the financials! Our big day is coming in less than 3 days.. OMG!! But how many 10 years do we have in a lifetime!! So here we go~ :)

Taiwan here we come!

My auntie

2011-09-17T23:22:00.001+08:00

This cute lil girl is my auntie. :) she was just a kid when i last seen her!

My photography skills sux, because I took her pix on the sly! :p she is very pretty in real life. growing as a fair lady!

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Tired!

2011-09-15T23:55:00.001+08:00

Just wanna rant!

I am soooooooooooooo tired! :( and vomited out my dinner. :((
And pc hit error :(((
And kanna scolded by the king :((((

Now HE MAKE it became my problem :(((((

and I can't solve it because of limited tool :((((((

FML.

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Bewildered?

2011-09-12T00:00:00.001+08:00

There I was, in the toilet puking. And this guy walked in and asked me "where is the keys?"

I don't understand this guy I faced for the last 8 years! His attention focus is always wrong. He didn't ask me how am I doing, am I okay, or give me a pat on my back, telling me everything will be alright. The next thing he does was to mop the floor.

Having doubts if I should even attend the wedding when this guy doesn't care abt my well being. All he worried is that I will scold him later or tmr.

Strange but true.

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Demoralised again

2011-09-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

Today my mood was great - woke up early and went to a great place for a swim, ate my fav guan mee pok kuay tiao, and went facial!

So I decided to go buy mooncake for my deceased sis - she love orh nee mooncake with egg yolk. and itchy backside me decided to buy another 2 for my beloved grandma (which I already bought 4 snowskin ones for her last week; she don't like snowskin, so I bought another 2 traditional bake for her). I delivered and my 2nd auntie is there.

Then it started... she start telling me ah ma don't like snowskin, don't like durian flavour (she only like real durian). I am polite, I smile, I told her I got buy for her the mango pomelo favor for her what. She said is it? blah blah blah. A cut in my heart, she obviously never even open it up! :(

Then I said I have bought for her another one.. then I asked whether she wanna try the orh nee one, I bought for sis, but I have two.. My auntie started to jump to conclusion: "HUH, you used this to pray for your sis and still dare to give ah ma". So I tried to explain that no no no, I just bought it (Hurt me again. DUMB right! I told her I just bought these mooncakes!) Then started telling me this and that, ah ma showed me what the 2nd auntie's daughter bought for her - her fav mooncake from mandarin. Hurt thrice.

Then I went home bake cookies. My mum disappeared from home until she called at 8 plus. She said she went shopping! And what if I am not at home, no one feed nana! Annoyed. She came home and keep telling me her $200 plus cheong sum. She don't bother to try my cookies, she don't even asked. Hurt another time.

Then I asked my dad to try. He said normal loh, too sweet.

Ultimate boiling point.

My whole family is the same! They don't appreciate favours. definitely didn't appreciate me and whatever I do! Not envouraging! SUPER PISSED! Anyway, I always think that I should be the one with cancer and die off. Whatever I do for them, I can never get their encouragement or appreciation.

My new family members are also the same. They criticized our design and wanna tear away the kitchen (though they offer to pay). I know they mean well but why cant they appreciate the good points rather than harping on the weaknesses! We already did it, we will leave with it.

I just hope to get over with 1 Oct. I can Imagine all sorts of criticisms coming up. I can't take those too well, I care alot abt everyone's opinion. But the fact stays - you can't please everyone. Just please yourself!!

Challenge for myself!

2011-08-31T07:24:00.000+08:00

I am challenging myself...

Initially the challenge was a 30-day challenge to exercise for at least 30 mins for 30 days continuously. I was doing great - I went Hot Yoga everyday from Tues to Thurs, housework on Fri.
When weekend comes, the challenge was tough - raining, I can't find my googles, and when I found it, it broke..

So I changed it to weekday challenge! :) I am doing good. especially this is a reservist period. I found it easier to go for my Hot yoga daily when my boyfriend is not around. Not that I don't miss him but with him around, we tend to eat and go home, slack or doing wedding or renovations stuff. I appreciate alot why woman becomes fat when she fall in love! Love = Food + no exercise = FAT

I am so glad for a my-time this period! It's true - absence makes the heart grow fonder
And I am alot happier when I see him again.

The heat is on! One mth to the BIG day.

70% renovated!

2011-08-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

Finally the renovations head to the end.

We made some noise and our defects and whatever outstanding stuff (except for the curtains) were rectified today.

We were almost OKAY with the ID firm but sad to say the boss promised to write a written reply to my bf by Monday but they claimed that there was miscomm and he will get back to us tomorrow. Sure so many miscomm we have with this firm.

70% renovated because of the furnishing, decorations, washing machine not installed and nana's items not bought. It's gonna be two weeks of rest from this because I need to work on my figure! Pictures to come!

Selling sofa!

2011-08-02T22:49:00.004+08:00

No regrets on this sofa!

Except that it came with two little portion with paint scrapped off, we love it very much! very long and nice! :)
[url=http://www.flickr.com/photos/sonic04/6069567354/][img]http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6206/6069567354_d6a39dd8d5.jpg[/img][/url]
[url=http://www.flickr.com/photos/sonic04/6069567354/]Our lovely sofa! [/url] by [url=http://www.flickr.com/people/sonic04/]Sonic04[/url], on Flickr

Picture is display set.

- White, full leather, L on the other side.
- Selling at $1,699+ (now is already $1.8K+);
- Brand new (not delivered yet!)
- Contact sonic04@yahoo.com pls!

Legs chosen:

Randomness...

2011-07-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

Super drama.. the friendly golden retriever suddenly pranced on me and I saw a big mouth in front of me... My bf blocked it away and the teeth glazed my hand...

no wound, no blood, I think I am lucky..

nevertheless, I only wanna bring nana to walk walk. Why make it so drama??

Nana's grooming accident

2011-07-25T22:08:00.000+08:00

I am super pissed now! Nana's tongue chipped off. :(((((

Today

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Nana

2011-07-22T00:29:00.001+08:00

Mei!

Nana's tongue got snipped by groomer.

So poor thing. She can never have a normal tongue. Doctor couldn't manage to stitch back some part. I am scared. I scared I didn't do well enough. Should I bring her for second opinion? It's like when I tried to save veggie. Am I too late to take action again?

It's devastating. The rest don't think it to be serious. They don't understand.

Come to my dream! Tell me what to do! :(

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Boring

2011-07-11T01:24:00.000+08:00

I am struggling in life.. just like I am struggling to keep my blog interesting... just like I am struggling to keep myself hyped!

I know my life should be very exciting now. renovations, weddings, new job challenges.
But I am overwhelmed with the simplest thing in life! Simple things like picking out clothes to wear every morning, waking up every morning, even choosing what to eat is a struggle! I wanna do alot of things but in the end, I accomplished none. It's a very depressing period but in fact, I have nothing to depress over.

I keep falling sick and tired which intensify the struggling process. Then I keep focussing on the wrong thing... :( like I want renovations to start now but it was hit with some delays. I have problem with time management and keep rushing! Suddenly exercising is a hassle and I just feel like bingeing!

I am sure it's the period of the month that is making me badly emotional. Just on Sat, I felt the need to visit my sis at the temple to buy her some snacks, something I used to do daily. I quickly left the temple because any chat with anyone at the temple, I would have burst out in tears. On my way home, I badly missed her that I cried along the walk back home.

Give me life, baby.

Willful!

2011-07-06T17:52:00.001+08:00

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Of good deals

2011-07-05T00:58:00.019+08:00

Recently I was introduced to a wellness deal by my sister.

I need that given the very little sleep I have. I was skeptical of course. Went there with an open mind, walked out without pulling out a dollar from my pocket!

I quite like the place and the service they introduced. They ain't pushy and it's free for 1st time customer. So I recommended this to a selected group of people. Not everyone because I don't like it to be too crowded :p

The responses I got was expected. Everyone was as skeptical. I do sound like MLM or sales when I do the introduction! That's scary because I meant to be genuine, really genuine, more genuine than pearls!! I hate pple sharing deals with me that has push sales or really not worth the money. So why would I share that kind with my friends?

I guess you don't understand me well enough...

Of my dreams

2011-07-04T12:24:00.001+08:00

I have really weird dreams over the last one year.

Just yesterday I dreamt that I carried 5 audit files and a few new clothes each in transparent plastic bag. Reached home and realised some of it were missing. I retraced the steps to find them. Reached the 747 kopithiam and met up with my mum and again walked back home. somehow 2 of the files and all the clothes went missing in my hand! I have to retraced the steps to find it. Then I met my bestie's friend, C who brought me around in pasar malam (I am still holding my files and clothes). Then I congrats C for her new job (true in real life, she just changed her job), she said congrats for what! It's like having a baby, u can congrats all you want but the baby won't come out until the time is due... Then suddenly my bestie appeared beside C and stared at me nastily, supposedly the change of new job is a secret she shared with me in my dream. It's like spilling the beans. Then somehow, Nicole appeared and walked home with me. I even told her die le, my bestie is going to kill me.. Then I saw the missing clothes on a slope on my way home.

The day before, the dreamt was abt the same bestie was 5 mths pregnant (she wasn't even married yet!). And I am in a car with yk who drove us down a carpark with sharp turns, another car whom we know the driver was following us closely behind.

There were once I dreamt that I said a string of chinese poem which I composed. I wanted to write it down immediately when I woke up but didn't because I thought I will remember it!

I had this kind of dreams almost everyday. So can you imagine how much sleep I have over the last few months despite sleeping early??

SUPER TIRED EVERY DAY! :(

Ikea

2011-06-30T06:07:00.000+08:00

This is hilarious!!

http://www.christiangideonphotography.com/2011/04/what-if-you-lived-at-ikea/

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/kgbtonton/16841

Disguise FB using Excel

2011-06-29T12:31:00.002+08:00

Check this out!

Disguise FB using Excel

Yet another weekend

2011-06-27T11:52:00.000+08:00

Weekends are too short!

We did quite a fair bit of things:
- sign with Greenology
- talk to Fuse Concept ID
- Wedding photos selection
- bought washing machine

But we still got alot to do!
The scariest thing is we are counting down 3 mths to wedding.
Finger and toes crossed!

My melody

2011-06-25T21:40:00.001+08:00

Heart wrenched everytime I see my melody stuff...

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Healthy juices for total wellness!

2011-06-24T19:12:00.000+08:00

My boss sent me this. I love my colleagues because they are a bunch of healthy pple who run on a regular basis. The end result: Healthy and happy group of pple surrounding me =)

X0X0X0

HEALTHY JUICES FOR TOTAL WELLNESS:-
Recommend below are the secret recipe for healthy drinking.

Carrot + Ginger + Apple: Boost and cleanse our system.
Apple + Cucumber + Celery: Prevent cancer, reduce cholesterol, and improve stomach upset and headache.
Tomato + Carrot + Apple: Improve skin complexion and bad breath.
Bitter gourd + Apple + Milk: Avoid bad breath and reduce internal body heat.
Orange + Ginger + Cucumber: Improve skin texture and moisture and reduce body heat.
Pineapple + Apple + Watermelon: To dispel excess salts, nourishes the bladder and kidney
Apple + Cucumber + Kiwi: To improves skin complexion.
Pear & Banana: To regulates sugar content.
Carrot + Apple + Pear + Mango: Clear body heat, counteracts toxicity, decreased blood pressure and Fight oxidization!
Honeydew + Grape + Watermelon + Milk: Rich in vitamin C + Vitamin B2 that increases cell activity and Strengthen body immunity.
Papaya + Pineapple + Milk: Rich in vitamin C, E, Iron. Improve skin complexion and metabolism.
Banana + Pineapple + Milk: Rich in Vitamin with nutritious and prevent constipation

I WANT BBQ~

2011-06-23T00:00:00.001+08:00

Watched Xiaxue's guide to life... It look so yummy!

The recipe to the marinade:

chilli
tomato ketchup
Oyster sauce
white pepper
Five Spice
Minced garlic
Olive
Honey
dark soy sauce
lime
Sea salt
Sugar
Plus secret ingredient :(

Oh my liver

2011-06-22T12:54:00.000+08:00

My doctor just called me and explained my test results.

Amazingly my liver enzymes went back to somewhat normal. 2 out of 3 already in the normal range, the last slightly higher than normal. Good job!

My allergic index went up from 9% in Feb to 14% in Jun! No wonder I feel so "allergic" every now and there. I hope it's not because of Nana. =(

He said I may still have the autoimmune hepatatis, just that it went down already w/o any medicine. And since I keep having stomachache, he is giving me deworm. I thought if I really have worm, the worm must be really malnourished now because the less I ate, the fatter I get! haha. Poor worm.

Song - 柳樹下

2011-06-21T11:04:00.000+08:00

I like this song. It talks about the love story of two real person, written by the singer. It's the story of his grandpa and grandma. :) part of the lyrics and tune are written by the protagonists themselves.

那是一個人見人愛的傍晚他們在仁愛公園旁的柳樹下
男孩牽著女孩的手製造了浪漫那時候還不知道 KTV有屋頂唱
此時男孩從口袋掏出了吉他開始他對著女孩唱著我要把你娶回家
女孩低著頭害著羞沒有回答她說她想要寫在紙上
男孩下了決心他去提了親那年他二十一女孩的父親說玩音樂沒出息
他組了兩個樂隊每天趕場湊聘金舞廳演奏完了趕著去歌廳
鋼琴也可以代班也拉小提琴女孩的父親終於感受到他的真心
於是他對著男孩說我把女兒交給你
男孩撐起家計女孩冠了夫姓家裡所有雞毛蒜皮的事情女孩都一手打理
每天吃飯時間她煮的菜不會輸給餐廳
有天他們當了爸爸媽媽接著又升格當了阿公阿嬤
再次回到公園裡她告訴孫子這是他們當年一起寫的柳樹下

柳樹下有睡蓮蓮葉上雨珠成雙
我要把那珠兒串代替我訴情話
送給你一串串陪著你到白髮

那是女孩寫的詞男孩譜的曲那是他們相愛的紀念品放進時光裡任歲月流去
男孩說他依然記得歌詞和旋律
他說女孩真的真的很偉大她把大半輩子都奉獻給這個家
他說我們都要乖乖聽話要記得放假常常回來看阿嬤
是阿嬤教我閩南話要怎麼講是阿公教我站上舞台怎麼放
我都依然記得從來都沒有忘當我想家我就踏上車子回老家
男孩依舊是那麼英俊瀟灑女孩依舊是那麼和藹慈祥
那天在醫院裡的病床旁我聽見我看見男孩對著女孩唱

柳樹下有睡蓮蓮葉上雨珠成雙
我要把那珠兒串代替我訴情話
送給你一串串陪著你到白髮

oh well

2011-06-19T23:08:00.001+08:00

Happy hours are short-lived. Here I am, sulking in my worst mood ever for the last few months.

VERY PEK CHEY! The stupid renovation is driving me crazy - we haven't even started!

Stupid BF. I just realised he always dumped me with the sales person EVERYTIME we go shopping for stuff - mattress, bedframe, sofa and even ID shopping. Then when things don't move, he blame me..

Yes, my fault. this indecisive bitch. I am looking for the best value-for-money deals while he just wanna hit-and-run. Just take this instance that we paid $1.5K for the designing fee. Yes, it's my fault that things don't move. But don't the ID firm need to take some responsibility? The first design is KNS, the 2nd design is somewhat missing. It didn't impress me, in fact, it didn't impress pple when I showed them this. THEN WHY ARE WE PAYING $1.5K?? It's not like we are filthy rich or what that we can just throw $1.5K down the drain and say "oh well, it's okay that nothing comes out. Let's try again."

So now, we have seen the ridiculous quotation that they proposed. I just want to get my $1.5K worth of goods/services and go. The best time is to do it before we sign with another contractor. Commonsense isn't it? Once you signed with another contractor, you are not the ID's prospective customer. Why do they wanna bother with you?

Then we went to visit the works of the contractor introduced by a sales person we met. He is quite nice. The quote is manageable. The work is decent, at least I didn't find defects. Just that his work is... contractor loh.. It's not those "wow, ID-ed" kind. but simple and decent I guess. Still thinking if we should work with him. But my bf is desperate now, he will just take anything.
I don't see eye-to-eye with my prospective husband. I don't know what he is thinking about because he don't talk to me. I can go sulk all I want and he will just leave me in that closet. Oh well. my life sucks max at this point in time.

ROAR!!

POSITIVE!

2011-06-16T08:08:00.000+08:00

I am extremely happy today!

Must be because I ordered my Iphone yesterday and it's coming tomorrow! :))))))))
Must be because it's Thursday and weekends coming soon!!
Must be because Nana looks at me cutely this morning!!!
Must be because my darling gave me a morning kiss!!!!

Lovelife friends! It's a brand new day~~ :)

Hopeless

2011-06-14T22:51:00.001+08:00

Suddenly feel really hopeless about our renovation.

It's already been a month since we collected keys and we only installed city gas heater.

My ID is still in the midst of drawing the design (hopefully it's final). We saw the inital quote, it was a FREAKING $34K or what. I got a fellow forumer to send me his quote. His was only $33K and it includes additional stuff like granite top, granite flooring, paraquet flooring homogenous tiles for kitchen, electric work, bathroom works, windows grilles and doors.

FAINT!

I feel so irks because I hate everyone trying to earn my money and let me feel this way.

It's okay to earn money. That drives business.
BUT make your customer feel valued and willing to dig out their money to give you.

The basic theory to do business is: Don't go from the attitude of "trying to earn money"; do it because you care for your customer. Money will come.

It really sucks. And my sis brought up a good point. My ID didn't step into my house at all. We did ask him once, and he said the coordinator's presence is sufficient. DAMN. this is like basic respect. I feel like writing them a letter again. This is the 2nd time they disappoint me.

I don't even think we can finish by Sept. SCARY. I was thinking why not we just buy the stuff and move in. I do wanna do it nice but I feel that my house is nice enough even without any decorations. The only thing I look forward is the vertical green wall but it involve hacking the kitchen wall which:

Vertical green wall = must hack = must wait for quotation = delays

Dilemna..

Stomachache

2011-06-14T10:27:00.000+08:00

I experienced all sorts of stomachache. This feeling is something that didn't haunt me for quite sometime.

It's ermmmmm more discomfort than pain. It won't make me totally paralysed on bed. I still can move, walk like normal. But at a irregular frequency, there will be a pulling sensation within the stomach. It makes me out of focus to do my stuff.

I HATE! I am willing to trade stomachache for cough, cold and fever!

AWAKE!

2011-06-11T07:41:00.000+08:00

I am sleepy at this time on a weekday but when it comes to Sat, I wake up early! And I just broke my new record, I woke up at 6.40am. :(((( wanna sleep in badly.

Waiting for the swimming pool to be officially open at 8am. According to the auntie, yes, they open as early as 6 plus but it will be super dumb if I am there alone and they open at 8.

Later seeing Randoll, my favourite person for now because he is giving us the design and quotation! :)

Was reading some designing stuff. Other than Loft, I think my next favourite design is Scandinavian.. I haven't research indept yet but here's just two awesome pictures:

Gg for a swim :))))

IdeaPaint

2011-06-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

I just saw this IdeaPaint!

It's so interesting! :) I am thinking of applying it to one of the room. hehe. Have emailed the person on the cost and color. Hope it's doable! :))))

If it's expensive... hmmmm... why not buy a white board instead? LOL!

P.s. FML! The authorised dealer ran out of white :(((((((((

Fridge!

2011-06-08T07:38:00.000+08:00

I am in a big dilemna!! Have to get the fridge really soon but I couldn't make up my mind...

I am really set to get LG side-by-side. It's like a dream fridge. It looks really neat, with 4 ticks and costs just over $1,000. and it's WHITE!! Other side-by-side can cost above $2K even. But rationally, I know we don't need a BIG fridge. :(

Samsung one is nice too. My friend said it's the only brand that is made in Korea. and they have a model with water dispenser! And it's in the same price range as my LG. They have a sleek black model which is very very sexyyyyyyy... Ooooow tempting. But still, we don't need a big fridge! haha.

I just saw a Bosch classic fridge (Bosch KSL20S54). Super cute and classic. If I cannot go big, I shall go the other extreme. hehe.

MUST MAKE UP MY MIND REALLY SOON! Still got other things to buy! :(

Apple

2011-06-07T18:09:00.000+08:00

Just saw the Apple's iOS5 intro! I watched it w/o sound. Just looking at the pictures.. I AM SOLD AGAIN!

iCloud is definitely amazing! Love wireless stuff.. I wish every gadget will become wireless!!

And the Notifications and Reminders! I like that! I used to (ahem, used to!! :( ) have wonderful memory for tasks and numbers. Ageing sets in. :( so this is a good feature! And I love the fact that you can check off grocery list. It's small but impt to me when I am in ICooking mood! hehe..

but the release date of the next iphone is unknown. They are releasing OS, not the phone. and they just launched a new color white.. I am sticking to my 3GS for a longgggg time :(((((

Of clothes

2011-06-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

Dragged myself out of the couch to handwash some of my black colored clothes. It's just something minor and happened like once in a blue mood. yet stirred up some emotions.

Of washing clothes
SUPER MONOTONOUS and TEDIOUS! :(((( My younger sis actually handwashed all her clothes because my mum will somehow spoil our clothes with weird stains, clip marks and dye.. I salute to her for this. I can never do it and in months to come, I am going to wash my own clothes + my hubby's. *shiver with fear*

definitely, I have to take up this challenge because my hubby-to-be is somewhat same as my mum. He stores clothes. I don't like it but I store clothes too because I am lazy to wash them. With a cleaner environment and right equipments stored at the right place, I am pretty sure I will wash my clothes immediately!!

Of changing environment - Scary!
Yet, can't imagine life without my mum. I just have to put the clothes at the ledge and they (although will mysteriously disappear at times) will be washed clean.

Cover one eye (don't get too upset over stains etc), and hey, life is great! So it's scary actually!

I can sense my mum being sooooo bored without me at home recently. She kept calling me. So poor thing if we move out. I wanna come back to accompany her. can't imagine leaving the lair I stayed in for the past 27 years. It's another kind of life.

Of changing environment - yes, I am looking forward too!
Despite the 4x longer walk to MRT + need to change MRT lines, and no good food nearby, I am looking forward to the new place! A new beginning with my hubby-to-be. a cleaner place to mop, neat and tidy (I hope!), I am looking forward to do the chores. hehe.

Can't wait! MY ID QUICK COME BACK!

Zee cue's bday!

2011-06-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

Plus the fried rice!!

The best is the prawns! I am craving for it now! ;)

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Season of ba zhang and lychees!

2011-06-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

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Of shopping

2011-06-03T23:59:00.009+08:00

I MUST SHARE WITH YOU MY LOOTS!

Omg. Retail therapy rocks okay! :) It's once in a blue moon I got crazy and start spending money like crazy. The reality is after this crazy moments, I will frown looking at my spreadsheet, then my bf will offer to sponsor my buys. This time, he said he wanna make me feel the pain!! Argh.. See! getting married already = different treatment liao..

In any case, I am still feeling super excited about my loots! *BIG GRIN*

I bought 9 items from LoveBonito, another 4 or 5 from wardrobe54 (will come in 3 weeks hopefully). Yesterday went Uniqlo to grab a pair of beige pants. ALMOST wanted to buy the similar in jeans material but the sensible me stopped myself because I don't wear jeans.

I shopped like I am going to some winter country - bought alot of knit wear, pullover. So I still feel like my clothes ain't enough because I have nothing to wear on a normal day! *pout*

my shopping mood can't stop! also considering the LoveBonito tan wedges and Agneselle's camel clutch available on BO... OH NO!!

Friends, please also check out Le'Jetaime! :)
Sorry sweet, didn't see anything that suits me yet!

*REMINDER TO SELF: Post loots! :)

Me & You

2011-06-02T22:23:00.015+08:00

Brought BF to Orchard to look at some furnitures and shopping.

Recently he is quite cheery. Can't help reminise moments of his crappiness and humor. Mark the date again - BF-talked-to-me-and-laugh-with-me Day.

Just wanna say "I love you darling!" :)

Yeah! That's the optimistic, cheery and confident me in making! I love myself alot recently! I think diet plays a part. I have cut down on oily, fried, calories loaded food, drank alot of water too! :D My bowel movement is meeting expectation. No more constipated look. haha.

Feel so healthy and confident of the blood test I am going to do next Sat. My liver enzymes, come back to the normal range please!

So fiery-tempered me, go away and never come back!!!

It's gg Friday! I can't wait for the weekends!

妹妹

2011-06-02T00:54:00.001+08:00

妹妹长大了！

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Shopping!

2011-06-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

OMG I bought some items again... supposed to save money for my new house, my wedding.. blahhhhhhh

it's June already! quite scary!! :*(

Updated: my sis jio me for another round of shopping. Once every 2 mth, both of us will ki siao and buy alot of things! Hahhh I feel unleashed! Like a 180 pound fatty who suddenly slim down and feel like buying everything!

lil things

2011-05-29T20:05:00.015+08:00

marked the day my bf bitch with me about someone. haha. he seldom tell me about his dark secrets.

after he told me abt that, I am touched! seriously! coz he seldom tell me such things.

I think he is smart, he always don't talk to me. So once he did, I am happy. And on the same note, I am always lazy, ask him to do this and that for me. So once I do things on my own or do for him, he is happy.

So the trick about relationship is: Create low expectation first. occassionally put in some efforts and wow the person! haha.

Our home

2011-05-28T09:58:00.001+08:00

We finally collected our keys after a three year long wait...! I didn't feel the excitement until I stepped into the house! Slow to react as usual..

The pics looked dark but it's not! The brightness warm and lit up the entire house. Once we hack away the kitchen, the kitchen will look even brighter!

Just that it's not airy. I think it's the weather. Even the tress outside are not swaying..

Random photos of no meaning:

oh ya, we actually brought chairs there already! If not, no place to sit except the floor (which is dirty). Pampered kids we are! hah.
the service yard which bf will be sunning our clothes.. Hey I can't even reach the clothes rack despite lowering to max! Having a stool will be absolutely dangerous! =P

We have a visitor.. Prospective occupant:

She is absolutely lost! Nothing to do in the empty house. She kept looking at me "er jie, when are we gg home? what is this place? no toys, no dogs, no kids, no auntie and uncle, no da jie...?"

the view is great. I pray and cross fingers hoping the view will remain like that until I die... It's calming to see trees and sea.. I hope URA will consider keeping the areas like that!

I can't wait to start the renovation!

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Mr and Mrs Ong!

2011-05-25T15:50:00.000+08:00

Congrats Mr and Mrs Ong!

They had this photobooth.

If I have budget, I am getting this for my wedding too~ So fun!

Update update!

2011-05-24T22:29:00.001+08:00

Finally ended the extremely hectic weekends I dreaded since March...

I thought Dec one was bad, this is worse!

3 wedding dinners, 1 wedding lunch, 1 baby birthday and key collections. To add on the challenge, we couldn't open the door on the same day as the key collection! So we added another event - door opening. So the agenda goes:

- Fri morning 8 am: key collection (HDB@TPY)
- Fri afternoon 2pm: Check-in swissotel merchant court (prepare for wedding banquet)
- Fri night 6pm: Sis wedding banquet! It ended at 12 plus. We reached home at 1am plus.
- Sat morning 9am: Open door at Punggol
- Sat afternoon 11am: Wedding lunch at Crown Plaza
- Sat night 7.30pm: Mr & Mrs Tan's wedding at swissotel merchant court
- Sun morning: Check out flat again
- Sun evening 5pm: Pasir Ris Aloha resort (Adele's bday)
- Sun evening 7.30pm: Mr & Mrs Ong's wedding at Ritz Carlton

I did it and attended all the events! Scary! ended up with indigestion and fatigue at the end of the week.

Now that I gained some of the weight I lost.. I gotta buck up! :) So I ate Subway salad for lunch which is just normal sandwich without bread. Nothing fantastic and I am not gg to try it again!

I am starting to be excited about the renovations. BF complaint previously I didn't share his joy in getting a new house. I know he is really excited about it (even more excited than when I agreed to his proposal) - He downloaded all the forms to update his address even before we got our keys -_______-''' It was actually me who delayed the renovations!

Hope we can start renovating soon!

Of love

2011-05-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

"love is something we do for someone else. So often that couples love one another but they ain't connecting. They are sincere but sincerity is not enough."

Dr chapman

Just found some of what he has written and I feel that all couples should read it!

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My ring!

2011-05-13T13:51:00.000+08:00

Missing for months!!!

I was quite cool and didnt really search for it. But I actually freak out inside me, what if search and still cannot find? So I took a ostrich approach and pretend very relax. Haha

Finally found it! 2nd drawer! I always put in the 1st one. Hahaha.

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Relaxing

2011-05-05T12:59:00.001+08:00

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My love with my love

2011-05-01T01:08:00.001+08:00

Hehe. But starting to get sick of kuay tiao. Shall try another kind of noodle next time.

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My blueblack

2011-04-27T22:28:00.001+08:00

Out of the blue, I got a blueblack on my leg...

For days I wonder why until...

I realize I like to stand like this. Haha wtf. So freak random!

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Munch munch munch

2011-04-26T13:10:00.000+08:00

Off to salad bar. the weather is too hot and I feel like eating cold stuff, despite the chilling weather in office!

really seriously think that I should stop fooling myself that salads will make me slimmer, especially with the type of salad choices I made... Chunky eggs, I cannot resist but it feels like eating 5 eggs at a go *puke*.

For 2nd must choose salad, potatos and bacons, I picked out all the bacon bits and avoided the celery.. Heee..

I really wonder who can finish both of it together??? I tried three times, I dumped leftovers three times.

This time I redeem myself with "oriental chicken salad". Bf will be amazed by my choice. I am different already hor, now I also eat spicy stuff and veggies *flick hair*. It's nice! with tomatoes, abit of lime and I can finish it. The serving is reasonable.

So you see. Salads are not always healthy. hahah. not for me definitely.

Nana went grooming

2011-04-24T14:24:00.002+08:00

We went out! Heh. Bf said he never go to nex before. So off we go!

she look sooooooo messy! but everyone said very cute....

we took a peek! AND GOT A SHOCK! must be because I told the Groomer I am lazy to comb her hair! SHIT! I almost don't dare to go home after that.

Don't you think she look like Precious in Lord of the Ring??

Good Friday!

2011-04-22T11:17:00.000+08:00

I am back! The mood-okay me is back. I am waiting for the Happy me to come back. hah

Photoshoot

2011-04-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

Finally over!

It's like the normal photoshoot. And given that my expressions look the same for all the shoots, I dunno if it will turn out great.

I did ask the photographer, ah teck. Then I realize there were miscommunications. We actually signed because of the candid moments shots. But in the end, I said I like the Korean cafe photoalbums and so it turn to normal photoshoot. I was really upset abt it. I prefer candid moments.

And I think it was because pretty shots don't entice me. I can never look model kind of pretty.

And it's especially stressful because I have a model-like sister.

The MUA said "wow ur sister very pretty, I can't stop looking at her legs" while doing MY makeup. The photographer said "wow your sister look like Cecilia cheung". This went on during my photoshoot. U tell me upsetting or not?

Maybe subconsciously I refuse to slim down because I can never be as slim as her.

Sighhhhhhhhhh...
Just moments of emotions. I will be fine tomorrow.

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1 day to Photoshoot

2011-04-19T13:25:00.000+08:00

yes yes yes, my life revolves around work, dieting and photoshoot. I think April is a bad time to take photoshoot. May could be a better choice but oh well...

And suddenly I remembered that when we signed for the photoshoot, the coordinator said the photographers will talk to us, understand our lifestory and from there picked precious moments as part of the story for the photoshoot. But now, it turns out to be just a normal photoshoot... loh. Tsk tsk tsk, we really fell easily into sales trap.

I am in a dilemma. If the photos are nice, we will fork out more money. If the photos not nice, we got excuses not to take the photos. haha. but it will be quite sad huh.

Hehe. I went to help my sis pick the photos. It's nice I admit BUT I don't like that portfolio kind of photos. And I browse through the albums that her bridal shop used as samples. Really not the way I like it to be done (machiam cooking steak like that). Whereas for my bridal shop, I saw some albums I really like. Heh. So I am still glad we signed for it there and then, even though the offer was pretty lousy.

I feel like we are going on a vacation, I am sooooooo worried that I might miss out something I did not buy or bring. But good luck to us! I wanna have fun there! :)))))

ZERO EXPECTATION!

Grooming

2011-04-17T21:22:00.001+08:00

I feel like a lady finally! *big grin*

I done my hair and finally my nails!

My nails! It's gelish polish which I adore it alot! It's clear and shiny. It can last longer than normal nail polish, which suits me perfectly (coz I very clumsy and chipped my nails easily).

My legs: normal classic pedicure.

Awesomeness. Last two days to photoshoot!

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Guilt

2011-04-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

WAS feeling pretty good mood, feeling pretty and enjoying some results of my past days' hardwork. But everything came tumbling down.

My bf was hungry so he drove to the supposedly nearest place to eat dinner. Nasi Lemak. I just had that for breakfast. I didn't go for run this morning. Then sense of guilt came over me. I started to point fingers. But in fact, I blamed myself. I am such a weakling. Yes, I can just refuse to eat but I ordered and finished the food.

That reminded me of the channel U show, secret garden, where this girl Yanyan suffered from Bulimia. She reminds me of myself. Everyone said she is not fat. She is indeed in a healthy BMI but her round face makes her look fat. So she forces herself to be on diet, but when she hit a certain point, she binge. After her binge-ing, she was overwhelmed by guilt and she self-induced vomit.

There was a scene when Dr Beng saw her binge-ing. She said "Sorry, I can't control.. " and continue to eat. I feel for her. I feel alot for that scene! I feel that that was me. I couldn't control.

I guess I hit a mini bulimia episode. It wasn't serious. I restrainted myself from eating too much, in fact I pushed myself over the limit over the last few days because I was desperate. And finally today, I ordered, I ate. I couldn't control even though I know I shouldn't do it. When I reached home, I forced myself to vomit. All arising from my sense of guilt.

That wasn't the first time. That won't be the last. I have low self-esteem. I couldn't control. Yes, it's all in my mind. And I am a weakling.

Yet on dieting AGAIN

2011-04-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

I am using unorthodox method to slim down. Yes. By eating a lot lesser.

It yield results! But It also gave me gastric pain EVERY evening = bad temper = every minor thing I also buay song!!

I am apologetic towards my bf and mum. But I still throw temper to them because I in pain!

It's a nagging pain which also keep remind me that "you very fat, u cannot eat, haha fat bitch, who ask u last min then cut food. Neh neh ni poo poo".

*Roar!*

Plus pms emo. Poor family.

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Breakis and lunch!

2011-04-15T15:12:00.003+08:00

I know. No one but me and japanese maybe? eat sushi for breakfast bah!

I am almost done! After the photoshoot, I am going to eatttttttttttttt. Reasonably of coz. Steamboat, popeye, kfc, mcnuggets, supper at jb!

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White

2011-04-15T08:40:00.002+08:00

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Of memories

2011-04-14T11:47:00.000+08:00

Soon, my room will no longer be pink.

It's like one of the last few things left in the room before my sis passed away. I have changed the room pretty drastically within one year that I bet she can barely recognised - added TV, changed bed, her things mostly gone.

When she and veg boy were around, the three of us lived happily (most of the times when we didn't piss each other off) in that small little room. She conquered the room when I was away in the university.

Previously the room was in yellow. Then we changed to pink because it will be super sweet! We chatted, we laughed, we sang, we joked, we critised. all in this pink little room.

The professional painter is now at my house. Sooner or later, the pink will be gone, painted in white. Like an empty canvas for us to start a new page ahead. She is gone, veggie is gone, now pink is gone. What's left for me is a new journey that I must move on with new members in my life - nana and bf.

eeeeew, I am feeling emo today. Must be PMS!!

Bad moooood

2011-04-14T08:33:00.001+08:00

PMS + heat + slimming plans + wearing tights in pants = BAD MOOD

irritate me and you die!!!

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Doing hair!

2011-04-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

Finally decided to go do my hair! I feel so pampering! Hehe therapeutic.

I requested for more ashy color! hope it turns out good!

Can't wait to cut my mane after oct!

The ultra big contruction head.

Miss my big fat face?

Seriously, why other pple who took pic during hair treatment look so chio! haha.

Update update!
That's my hair color while Luis trims my hair.

I seriously can't see the highlight? But I like the color. Oh wait, actually... I like my hair dyed. Hopefully the color comes out nice in the next few days!

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Random

2011-04-12T15:22:00.003+08:00

I finished a teh beng...

YUMMY! I am craving for peanut butter toast too. Oops. I forgot I am dieting again.

Yesterday we found a little gem at a corner. Chicken basil leaves with rice.

It's really yummy! They sell thai food which I don't fancy Tom Yum Soup and Sticky mango (but they have it anyway). This is really simple and yummy - like me! Wahahahha.

Yes yes, you are right. Teh beng will give me stomachache... BLEHHHHHHHH

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Off you go!

2011-04-10T22:30:00.001+08:00

Time to retire the old and welcomes the new

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2011-04-08T18:00:00.000+08:00

To anyone who read this space, I hope you have a great week!

April is a disaster month for me... It's going to be a mad rush - work, wedding preps, renovation (which we put aside for 3 mths) and desperate attempt to slim down before my photoshoot!

I have 12 days and I already feel deprived (even though I didn't work extremely hard). Sometimes I think it's my problem because I didn't work hard enough but sometimes I think it's unfair - my sis munched on tidbits all the time and she slimmed down 1 kg -_-''' *play music* “我问天，我问天”

Today, I walked past my fav fried rice kueh and 含着眼泪经过。。。So I drank Teh O for breakfast. Yet kept looking at the strawberry pocky in my bag. no lah, it's still in my bag. haha. 230 calories like not very worth it!

I went my fav stall for kway tiao yesterday! Rewarded myself for gg to yoga. hahah. Then a few commented that wasted my efforts to go yoga. BUT IT'S REALLY NICE! Please try it. And actually I didn't eat the whole bowl lah!

12 days, 12 days!!!

On side note, my mum woke up this morning and realise her phone hang. So she woke me up, I didn't know how to help. Then she went to wake my sis up from her sweet dreams (which she never did)to ask her for help! She got all kanchiong because pple will not be able to contact her. you should see her when she realised she lost her phone two years back, and when her phone spoilt one year back. She behaved like a kid who dropped her ice-cream! My sis and I were like "wtf, she wasn't that kanchiong or upset when my younger sister passed away). Strange priority in life.

Yeahhhhhh it's Friday again!

Photoshooting coming

2011-04-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

14 days! OMG.

On heavier note, my neighbour's mum just passed away. Also because of CANCER. =( It's a scary disease, totally based on luck. It's worst than playing 4D.

Our family cannot attend or help him out at the wake because my sis is getting married, my mum is quite adamant on this. cannot risk it. So only Mr Tan can attend on our behalf.

I am really sorry for your loss, buddy.

If you know Xiaoxing (aka Jerry or Bubble's owner), please go and pay respect. It's at Blk 738 Yishun St 72 void deck.

Of food

2011-04-03T20:12:00.001+08:00

I guess I am just a normal fat kid who needs three meals a day at the standard timing! My family members are hungry strange timing! No wonder they are skinny, I am fat.

It's pretty upsetting that after so many years your partner don't understand your eating habits.

I literally have to chase after him at least 2 hrs before we get to the decisions of what to eat, then another hour to buy the food. By then, I have turn into a foul-temper monster. This is especially tough for me because 1) my stomach is not good 2) I am on slimming plans!

Definitely not good for me to eat only when I am hungry and too late at night. So I target to eat breakfast by 10am, lunch by 2pm and dinner before 7pm! (isnt this standard timings??)

Sad that my bf always mess up this schedule for dinners and weekends.

I rem once I waited for him patiently to wake up from his beauty sleep. I waited from 11am to 4pm plus and super hungry that I have to throw temper at him for not being understanding to me. By the time we eat our first meal of the
Day, it was 7pm. Today's breakfast/lunch at 12 plus, no dinner.

What irks me is I have to CHASE after him to tell him that "it's time to eat". Not hungry one meh???

A thought whizzed past my head on relationship! I think it's scary. Before we had this relationship, I am sure he can do what he likes, eat at his own timing. Same for me. I will find food for myself. Yet, now we have to match our timing - he has to bear with my foul temper when i am hungry, i have to bear with his nonchalance when it comes to food timing. and this is called commitment and responsibility to each other despite how minor this is. No wonder some pple dread relationships while others dread marriage. Food for thoughts!

Great Friday!

2011-04-01T20:25:00.002+08:00

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Munch munch munch

2011-03-31T13:00:00.001+08:00

I feel so OL-ish today... Okay I should feel like a Professsional.. Imagine, neat hair, white shirt, formal skirt with a black cardigan, walking down the streets of CBD, holding this in hand:

no time to eat, very busy must go back office and continue work!

My lunch! it's.... EXPENSIVE! Never mind, once in a while indulge. The weather is killing me. So hot that I don't know what to eat! Soupy stuff like very hot... This are all cold...

The servings very bigggggggg. I can split into two or three meals.

Look yummy?? :DDDD Actually not. look healthy? Also not.

Another photo using tiltshift app...

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Gown fitting!

2011-03-29T19:57:00.001+08:00

Just finished my gown fitting! Finally choose my gown, evening gown, outdoor gown and a short dress for outdoor shoot.

It was a tough decision and even tougher given my indecisiveness. took like 4 hours! Sweat.

And it wasn't the best choice. Its just best among the choices. Pretty upset actually, especially when I came to know that I need to pay if I regret my choices. Sigh.

I guess all brides will eventually give up and choose one among the choices. There is just too much decision to make!

A good note was my one week dieting plans paid off a little! I felt a little confidence. But at the same time, I know I need to cut more! Sigh. Another one mth of hardwork to begin!

Update: actually I am really very upset. I think the gowns, ESP the evening gown is not what I wanted. I dunno what I want but I definitely know what I don't want. And there were some moments that I felt pressurize to choose the items because I spent too much time there and I dun wanna waste everyone's time.

As I think abt it, I am really worried that the photos will turn out like shit.

It sucks to be someone who dunno what u want and yet whined abt the choices. I really wanna tell myself just forget it. Enjoy the shoot and forget abt the photos. But deep down my heart I just CANNOT DO IT! sighhhhhhhh how to look good when you don't even feel good abt it! Plus the more I interact with them, the more I feel that they don't know what I want. It's like the more we drive, the more we are moving in different direction. That sucks even more!

Really shouldn't have expectations! Oh man!

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Changi!

2011-03-27T20:53:00.001+08:00

Wish I am the one flying! But I am outside arrival hall!

See my skinny leg. Hehe.

Even saw my bf's friend. And he introduced me as "wife-to-be"? Where got pple say this. So ancient. And I wear like shit. Happen to see his friend everytime I am caught offguard!

Waiting and waiting. Hehe. We are so humorous!

Feel very touristy. My big face with a very relax dressing!

Nonsense. Changi airport is not cold at all!

Yeahhhhhh mr tan told me he feel like taking plane! Can't wait for that to happen! Even if it's just cheap talk, I am happy already. Easily satisfied!

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2011-03-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

我恨你头痛却不告诉我！
我恨你头痛却不去做检查！
我恨你！

Bad mood

2011-03-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

Was in a great mood enjoying watching "LILO and stitch". What a cute movie.

Then someone came out and looked at me for 5 mins before saying sternly "can switch down the volume". Totally spoiled my mood!

It's a beautiful sat. I didnt ask u to accompany me. U said go jb but u went to sleep. It's all alright. You even want me to lower down volume which is not THAT LOUD. and deprive my sole entertainment. Great.

I know! Woman depreciates over time. When u woo the woman, she is called lady. No matter what she asked u to do, wake u up in the middle of the night, no problem. And no matter how sick u are, she is your priority. She throw her willful temper? How cute.

When she is your gf, she is no longer so precious. But she is still interesting to u. The status of her and you in your heart is the same. You will still do what she tells you to, but slowly and after some yelling. She throw her temper, what again?

When it's time to get married. The priorities changed a little. You don't listen to her at times. You let her be on her own. Sometimes entertain her to muse yourself. And it takes more yelling for her to make you do something. If you are unhappy, you just don't do it. She throw temper again? Let her be..

Her status is now your wife. You won't need to do her bidding and expect her to do yours. You should be her priority. She throw her temper? SHOUT UP BITCH!

Sigh. What a sad life as a woman.

I hate it. Who says you marry a woman back to dote on her.

BORED and HUNGRY!

2011-03-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

pretty obvious - I am trying ~~desperately~~ to slim down ~~because of my gown fitting on Tues~~. Whenever I start my slimming plans, my family will be like this:

coz my mood will become really bad if I don't eat...

So my mum will try to discourage me, "no lah you where got fat.. Can eat is good mah, u see your sister, she love to eat, now cannot eat already.."... One fine day my dad was pinching her (yes, they flirt in front of us -_-'''), then she instinctively shouted at my dad(in hokkien): "don't pinch me lah, I don't have meat. the one with meat is there (point to me).
..
...

totally hurt my fragile little heart...

So this time round, I have to hang on! They very not supportive one! I already said I am on diet. My mum took a bottle of cold pepsi and asked me, "wanna share?". My sister said "wah lau, nothing to eat liao so boring. tmr eat popeye". My bf ate rollercoaster and drink coke behind my back!

Sighhhhh....

Nana is my supporter. We ate the same dinner. 2.5 chicken wings (grilled) plus one egg. I think it's too little for me, too much for her! Then we go walk walk.

This woman just wanna go downstairs poo! And we met a weird guy who was interested in Nana, NOT ME! Luckily my uncle was downstairs too so he sent me to my lift landing and stand guard there while I took the lift up with Nana. I tried to act clever and pressed different levels. And in the end, got out of the lift and walked the stairs... SCARY!

Of my fats

2011-03-24T20:35:00.000+08:00

我耐心的祈祷着。。。

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Pinkaliciously

an unforgettable past

Inspired!

Breakfast with love

Afterlife..

Happy new year

Happy bday to me!

A year older a year wiser?

New year resolution

Happy 2011, welcome 2012

梁静茹 暖暖 LYRICS

The cold office is driving me crazy.. this song warms me up a lil.. feel really blissful because some lyrics so apt to myself:

Me to you

Apple! who care?

Sick + Recipe

Growing up growing up I am growing up!

Eco-friendly!

Growing mint!

Budding chef!

Project happy feet

New blogshop!

Zaggora Pants~

Cookies!

Last!

Forgotten cookies recipe - Recipes - BBC Good Food

My talented husband

Gorgeous view!

Mixed feelings!

messed up sleeping time!

My auntie

Tired!

Bewildered?

Demoralised again

Challenge for myself!

70% renovated!

Selling sofa!

Randomness...

Nana's grooming accident

Nana

Boring

Willful!

Of good deals

Of my dreams

Ikea

Disguise FB using Excel

Yet another weekend

My melody

Healthy juices for total wellness!

I WANT BBQ~

Oh my liver

Song - 柳樹下

oh well

POSITIVE!

Hopeless

Stomachache

AWAKE!

IdeaPaint

Fridge!

Apple

Of clothes

Zee cue's bday!

Season of ba zhang and lychees!

Of shopping

Me & You

妹妹

Shopping!

lil things

Our home

Mr and Mrs Ong!

Update update!

Of love

My ring!

Relaxing

My love with my love

My blueblack

Munch munch munch

Nana went grooming

Good Friday!

Photoshoot

1 day to Photoshoot

梁静茹暖暖 LYRICS